Isn't it amazing how blind panic can transform itself into pure energy so efficiently? I mean, the amount of writing I've been doing tonight compared to pretty much any other night is astounding, I even wrote an email to Rob explaining about my panic attacks, something I've been avoiding doing for an astoundingly long time now. My voice is absolutely wrecked it feels, and I've only managed to stop shaking recently, but I can write, and write, and write.... I suppose I better actually add some content though, since that seems to be the "in" thing to do nowadays.
Okay, I haven't wrote anything up on here in a few months, but not too much has happened, so it all balances out really. Mainly panic attacks and slowly failing my college work, whee.... Some more surprising stuff, but not really stuff I feel like putting out in the open right now, so that'll just have to wait. Read Ruroni Kenshin, which is a very nice manga, I might add. There was a really long description of what it's about here but it turns out I still can't explain to save my life so google or wiki it, it's an interesting read. Completed Digimon World DS, which much to my disappointment did NOT thank me by automagically becoming Digimon World (PSX), but it was okay so I guess I can forgive it not breaking all logic for the sake of making me happy, hehe.
It's amazing really, how people can go through their lives surrounded by people who care for them so much but feel completely alone whenever they're sad... I find myself wishing I could be everywhere at once, so I could help more, but I can't help anyone most of the time, and that's hard to deal with. I guess I just feel hopeless when I can't find a way to help another... some people really don't deserve the pain they're put through in their lives.
There was going to be a lot more, but I got distracted fact-checking the order of events in Ruroni Kenshin chapter 1 and now I just feel like curling up and hiding from the world again. College is gonna be such a bloody pain in the arse thw way I'm feeling, Steve is such an abrasive twat who deserves a large anvil or 14 to land on him at comically viable times. Well, that's about it, see you later, my (probably non-existent considering how long since I last posted) readers.
Dare ga? Dare ga? Can't be alive without you.
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